Back to blog again. I don't know what keeps happening to me. Why can't I just keep on going with one thing? Why is it that I start something and then all of a sudden stop and think about something else? This is a real brain teaser for me. I know that this is my weakness. I am not able to work on this even though I know about my weakness. I sometimes feel that I am capable of producing miracles in the world but am not very sincere about myself. Although I have kept my life's motto as GO FOR IT, but I do not seem to work as per the motto. I start very nicely and then in the middle, I feel, I lose my way. Got to work on my temperament and also on my concentration. Or may be I think I should just keep going without thinking anything about the task in hand.

April 8th 2012 - I had a word with Abhijaan choudhury. He had worked with me for a short while in FIS. Somehow he fascinated me with his actions and words. He had written something on Facebook this morning. He had written and I quote "Religion is like a Black & White TV, Atheism is like a Rainbow. For those of you who believe in god, I don't have to explain, your minds are probably already programmed to believe in stupid shit, Easily." To this I asked him a simple question "I would like to ask you one simple question. Is there anything or anyone whom or which you believe or have faith in?". He replied and I quote "Sure bro, lots of things, Humanity, Reason, Logic, Rationality, Life, Death, Nature.. basically, all proven things, and things that can be proven!". I got hold of one point that he had made in his statement and said "So that my friend is God for you. God is not a person or a thing, it is the one in which you have faith. You believe in atheism, so atheism is your God. You believe in faith. So go for it and trust your faith and belief". He said "Ok, let me explain. For me, atheism is absence of any sort of faith or belief. god is not a person or a thing. you are right, god is nothing, god is 'no thing'.. atheism is not god, because god doesn't exist. atheism is the state of being free of any belief or faith. just believe what you see, experience and hear (in the case of music).. if your mind works, your thoughts are enough, no need for blind faith! :-)". For this I explained him that he has belief or faith in something. I said that he need not have blind faith in anything, even faith with rationality means that it is God for him. I said it is the faith that matters, and it does not matter in whom you have faith. You have faith in something or someone then make that something or someone as your God. Believe me even a faith as small as a mustard seed can make the mountains move from their paths. So have faith and GO FOR IT.

Hectic last few days

Its getting hectic for me for the last few days. Its been two rigorous weeks for me, without much relaxation. Last Sunday was a bit relaxing but again this week's been a bit tiring. Next week is also expected to be the same. The only day I would get to relax would be on Sunday. But this Sunday I need to be with one of my friends to search an accomodation for him. So it would be a tiring first 2 to 3 hours for me. Hopefully I would get some rest later. Well anyways this is life can't complain about it. Faith in the Almighty would keep me going. I think I should take some time out for meditation.
At the work front I think that I am not getting what I deserve. I think I should persevere with what I have thought and leave it to the Almighty. Keep the same motto GO FOR IT.......

Feeling a bit relaxed ater a short drive in the weekend

Today I visited Sohna Kund, a place 31 Kms from Gurgaon. The place is known for its natural sulphur rich water, which is supposed to be good for your skin. I really felt very relaxed after bathing in it. All the fatigue of driving the bike non stop for 31 Kms, plus no sleep for the last 24 hours, was all gone after bathing in that sulphur rich water. It was an awesome experience. Now I feel this was the best use of the weekend. Now I am raring and ready to go at full speed for the next week. I am working overtime the next week as well, so this was really required. Lets see what plans are there for next weekend. Now I feel mentally and physically relaxed. I think today I would be able to get sound sleep.

Not feeling the same as earlier

I am feeling a bit down today. It is not so good a feeling today. That is reflecting on my work. I think that I should keep myself motivated & think positively. Just do not get taken aback by small small things in life or small small situations in life. Just GO FOR IT. Just think that you are the special one that God has sent in the world. You have a different task to perform. So be energized & spend each moment with zeal & zest.

You have different abilities in you. First, you need to identify those abilities, then you need to use those abilities to the fullest. Believe in your abilities & go for it. The mantra should be GO FOR IT. Get that enthusiasm back in you. He believes in you, so GO FOR IT man. You have nothing to lose but everything to gain. You are good in your area. So work on it. Go for the preparations of the NET. Get a book & start preparation. it is less time for you to work upon. You have to clear this December. Come on man GO FOR IT.

You are the one

You are the chosen one by the Almighty. You can call yourself God's own child. Go and capture the world. No matter how many hindrances or obstacles you face, do not give up. Positive thinking is the key.Wake up in the morning & think about the beautiful nature. Although you feel that you are being cheated, still go ahead & help others. There is a very good analogy that has been mentioned by Swami Vivekananda. He says that the 'Atman' or the soul is only one. Each & every living being on the earth has only one soul, so if you are hurting someone or something then your are hurting your soul or 'Atman'. At the same time if you are doing good to someone then you can be rest assured that you are doing good to your soul, since the soul of the other being is your soul. In fact after stating this he has warned that do not feel that you have done something very special, it is just that you have done good to your soul. So why take pride in that. Just keep on doing good to others as this would reciprocate & you would feel better everyday.